

Am I fat?I have come to believe that all of this is not even worth it. I may not be much but I will not be defined by my pants size.. Look at me grandmother I am a size 10. Gasp! The biggest I've ever been but, you know what? It makes me happy. I am finally not a thin little clone. I love me now... Isn't that what happiness is supposed to be?Am I fat?
I'm not fat.
I'm just bigger than a twig, right?


Make me betterMake me the girl he wanted Make me the perfection I want Make me seeMake me better
Make it better Take away the hurt he dealt me When I run away catch me
And make me see I am meant to be here This is me
Make me forget him.....


Through all of this..In the end this was all that was meant to be. The rain The tears The solemn goodbyes This was never meant to be So I bow my head in solemn regret As you tell me that you never loved me. I deserve this final blow I brought this upon myselfThrough all of this..
All I can do is hope that the future brings you happiness
While I meet a swift end


This picture is off.Why is it that what is seen through my eyes is somehow distorted from what is seen by everyone else.This picture is off.
I mean I have lived in this same skin for over 17 years an still I see a wretched creature that is not even worth taking up space on this earth whilst others see a wonderful person that is brilliant.
I see a disgustingly obese moron that is not even capable of speaking a word that is even worth listening to.
I guess this is how I'm supposed to see?
This distorted person whom I gladly call myself.
why you look so sweetie?...
but deadly too...
your gallery darling...
ahhh...
love n' kissed...
mmmuuuaaaccchhh!!!...
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ketua paguyuban ~painkillerz
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Reality is the only obstacle to happiness! (- '.' -)
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Please don't let me be misunderstood
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Ore no kono te ga makka ni moeru...
shouri wo tsukame to dodoroki sakebu!
Bakunetsu!! God!! Fingerr!!!!! Sekiha! Tenkyouken!!
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Enjoy HotRods and Things...?? [link] *Dont Drive Faster Than Your Guardian Angel Can Fly*
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How can my heart possibly break when it wasnt even whole to start with?
Fear Not what consumes the body
Fear Ignorance that consumes the soul
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